Vibrant yet Serene:.:Oblivious yet Observant:.:

My ksps mates

2007-02-09T00:46:00.000-08:00

Meeting dem 4 the very 1st time after so long wow a lot of catching up 2do...
Although nt many of dem turn up bt still we had fun...
Ate at sakura den went to marina swensen's 4 ice creams yummy....
Adi called wen we're at swensens,talked 2him 4awhile & asked malah 4his no...
Actually i was looking 4wd 2meet him more den 2meet anybody else...
Den man send me & malah bck....
we planned 2go on a chalet in april....

Emerson Dinner 'n' dance

2007-01-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

2day is dear's company dinner n dance at raffles convention ctr....
Gonna pick dear up wif zan at dear's plc....
Clean the hse den hve 2get ready coz im gonna take a long time 2dress up hmmm...
Gotta do my nails,hair...
Paint my nails den take my shower...
Hmmm nw i dread having long hair...
Gotta dry my hair 1st before straightening it....
After half hour struggle wif my hair im done n happy wif the results...
Hehe put on the dress dat i bought wif dear get ready n took a cab...
Wen we reach there was a long q....
Den we hve 2wait b4 the door opens...
Get ourselves a drink 2perk things up hehe...
The food was the norm dinner 10course meal...
Drank quite a bit....
Dear send me hme b4 heading hme....

Marissa

2007-01-02T23:53:00.000-08:00

Went 2twn juz 2play pool...
reached there played 4awhile den decided 2drop by marissa..
Niko was shocked 2c us coz its been awhile since we went over....
Drank & sang 4awhile den decided 2lve coz the next day we all working den its my 1st day...
Saw asri at liat twrs....
Dear send me hme den talked 2him 4awhile den went 2 bed...

New year

2007-01-01T23:43:00.000-08:00

Nothin much 2day,gt 2teach tuition bt juz 4awhile coz tamam's aunties all at his plc...
we hang out there 4awhile den decided 2go out...
went 2borrow prison break vcd...
walk ard den dear send me hme....

New year eve

2007-01-01T01:28:00.000-08:00

Went to Ikea Tamp 2buy some stuffs...
Decided 2meet zan 2go karaoke....
Took a cab bck 2gombak 2meet zan at Mcdonalds hve our dinner...
Went bck put our stuffs den decided 2check uot the new cash studio at Ming Arcade...
Decided 2bring in bottles frm 7-11...
Hmm quite boring la coz quite a few of us den juz a short 3hrs...
Hehehe zan was so drunk den he got fined hehe coz he vomitted there...

Xmas

2006-12-25T23:40:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO Merry Xmas....
Met dear,went 2singtel damn dem i was tricked & angry...
Decided 2take a cab 2twn...
Went 2highlight our hair den ate at dis indon rest...
Hmmm delicious food they hve there...
Walk n walk den we decided 2go 2dear's fren's shop @ geylang 2check out hp...
Walk2,talk2 den took a cab hme...
Hmmmm bck 2work 2morrow

Xmas eve

2006-12-25T02:42:00.000-08:00

Decided nt 2go karaoke 2day coz we were 2tired...
Went 2teach hakim tuition den went Jurong pt 2 pay 4the fridge & pc installment...
Ate at Swensens..hmm they hve poor svc...
Decided 2go bowling at Chevrons wif sham & zan....
Met the guys there,they hving promo $28 for 4 ppl & 1hr game which i find nt worth coz 4 dat amt we cn only play 2games...
Frm there we went to party world,dear bought drinks in hehe...
Ordered 3jugs of beer...
Drink & sing den i left early 2let the boys enjoy hehehe...
2am,dear came bck & zan called...
Nk ape je si zan ni,tkkn kena halau balik lambat n mabuk hheheh...
Ceh juz wanna ask if we're ok...

JB

2006-12-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

Met dear at 9.30 waited 4 shadiq & zan at jurong east...
Took a bus 2jb...
A very smooth ride....
At Jb,dear went 1st while me,zan & shadiq had 2q up....
Frm there we went Larkin & the 3guys went on a shopping spree hehe....
Frm there took a cab 2 Angsana...
Hmmm hungry we went pizza hut...
Hehe there's dis bapok was intrested in shadiq hahaha....
There the guys went on a shopping spree again,kaahkn pompuan....
Took a cab 2City Square,wanted 2catch a movie & also buy gmes cd....
Reach there went 2watch Night at The Musuem....
We were dissapointed cnt gt the cds...
So i went 2Nike 2buy a pair of slippers dat cost me RM99...
Nvm it was dear's gift so i juz grab it heehe...
Frm there i gt a bag frm MNG 4 RM 39 only....
Den shadiq saw a brochure dat said they hve shops at the top level dat sells cds...
Went there & wow these 3 guys really spend RM 200+ 4 the cds...
Went bck book a rm 4 karaoke at cash studio 4 2morrow....

Migrane!!!

2006-12-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

I hate dis im having migrane on my pay day....
went 2clinic 2get mc den went 2meet dear b4 he went 2work...
Frm there i went 2twn 2 buy my pair of papillos///
Lurve them....
went ard twn frm MNG 2 Esprit 2 Zara 2 Guess bt cant seems 2gt any nice clothes...
Went to bugis dorothy perkins den found a nice shirt....
Took a cab hme....
Ate my med & rest while waiting 2dear 2 come back frm work....

Dear is sick...

2006-11-15T19:36:00.000-08:00

dear is sick 2day,dwn wif asthma...
Kesian dia...
Cant even talk...
Get well soon...

Wedding invitation

2006-11-05T21:33:00.000-08:00

Went 2ayie's bro wedding...
Reached there waited 4farah 4awhile...
Den went back 2dear's hse den mama called we r going 2nyai tom's hse...
Since they r already on their way i met niar at gombak mrt...
Took a cab...
Hehehe frm there on the way 2wak iti's hse it was raining...
Da mcm bangla semua kat blakan lorry hehehe....

Dear's bday

2006-10-30T23:31:00.000-08:00

2day is dear's bday...
Planned 2meet him 2day after work...
Bought him a slice of cake frm four leaves the same cake dat hettie bought 4her son ryan...
Yum,yum...
Had a quiet evening,had dinner...

Sentosa wif Soperhero

2006-06-13T20:40:00.000-07:00

Met soperhero at wdlands at 9....
Halfway thru he suggested we went JB haha crazy half way already den say...
Contined our journey,talked abt evrythin esp abt our clans...
Talk & talk den we alight at the wrong stop haha...
Took the NEL again 2habourfront...
Bought food...
Ate & took photos...
There's dis photo dat we really love...
It was hot & as usual if i go sure rain...
Left early den went ps,more photo taking...

Sentosa

2006-06-11T23:29:00.000-07:00

Going sentosa wif the Vantuz peeps....
Supposed 2meet at 11at habour font but den i went TTSH 1st wif mama...
Tot i was late but den maya & ana juz reach...
dani & lynn nt here yet...
Bought food & head 2sentosa...
Met lyana den look 4 a plc 2pitch the tent...
Shit its drizzling,haiz everytime i go sure rain suay la...
After pitching the tent as usual i wld clean the sand out of the tent...
Hmmm den dani actually said no need..
wat the hack is he thinkin,we practically had a bit of argument...
Den wen were changing suddenly he was raising his voice at lynn...
Wat the F**k,after dat he gave dat shit face...
Yus & manje came he still gve dat look,irritating...
Den lyana & gus came den we went into the water...
Shit i was irritated but den juz ignore dont wnt 2spoil the mood...
Everything went fine & fun...
Went back 2 yus plc,bought food had dinner & watched soccer...
Dani still gve dat face,omg juz feel like blating him off...
Cant sleep & dat clown gus disturbed us...
In the end fell asleep,woke up & we talked & watched tv 4 awhile..
Die i promised dear ill b meeting him & i was late...
Rushed hme & get changed...
Met him catch movie...
Although i was tired but it was worth it spending time wi dear

Karaoke Session

2006-06-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

Met dani at admiralty den went city hall 2meet ana....
Followed her 2get some stuffs but cant find the shop...
So went McDonalds had a drink while waiting 4yuz & gus....
Hmmm as usual yus is late hehe...
Planning whr 2go den in the end decided 2go karaoke which was the initial plan but was cancelled last min...
Hehe but the funny thing is wen dani suggested pool & bowling we said it was expensive & crowded but den wen karaoke was suggested although it was expensive nobody objected...
Had fun saw all the talented singers & clowns in the grp...
Left at ard 12plus,walked all the way 2Liang Court 2 take the NR...
Decided 2go supper,me,lynn,dani & yus...
Sat & eat,den talked abt the clan,the ppl & abt our flaws....
A very open & heart2heart talk between the 4of us....
Talked till 6in the mrng....

Appreciation dinner

2006-05-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

Appreciation Dinner at Orchid Country Club....
Most of the RC members,EXCO members r there....
Had dinner den we were presented wif a slide show 4 the election day done by mr omer...
Nt much of the teachers photos but den there's dis segment of the presentation whr its dedicated 2 the teachers although nt all of it...
Hehe as usual there's a few pics of me,farah,mirah & kinah....
All dis bcoz of our thick skin asking jimmy 2take our photos during the rally hehe....
Den we were presented wif a token of appreciation frm Mr & Mrs Maliki...
Left hme wif mdm ainun...
B4 dat we were all asked 2sign on the poster hehe...
Gonna miss the gd time on elections although its tiring but all the hse visits,rally & stuffs teach us the meaning of friendship & team work....
But the gd thing is election is only 5yrs once hehe

HFMD closure

2006-05-21T00:30:00.000-07:00

2day officially we r closed due 2HFMD...
But den its no holidays 4us,gotta do lots of things 4 the upcoming election....
Hehehe gerls will be gerls,there's a hair washing session by mirah den make up session by kinah hehe...
Lunch time went vista pt 2eat saw the other teachers....
den hve 2go 557 2help staple the stupid posters 4election....
After dat went back 2ctr get ready 2hve dinner at clarke quay....
Hehe had fun taking photos,eating & walking all the way frm clarke quay 2 boat quay...
Den most of dem hve 2lve by 10pm,left me,jeanie,farah,mas & anita...
Initially we decided 2sit at esplanade bcoz mas had some probs but in the end we ended up listening 2farah & knockin some sense into her....
Cant get a cab,took a bus 2tiong bahru....
den took a cab back 2wdlands....

PCF 20th anniversary Dinner

2006-05-19T23:49:00.000-07:00

PCF 20th anniversary dinner at suntec...
Bought a nice blouse last nite...
It was boring but den we hve a few clowns 2make the dinner lively hehe...
Ryan fetch me frm the dinner & send me hme....
Haiz 2morrow hve special needs talk at work....

Take The Lead

2006-05-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

I lurvee dis movie....
The dance,the songs are so catchy....
Most importantly is the storyline....
Went Bishan wif ryan 2catch the movie....
Actually juz wanna go & get my white top 4the 9days campaigning but cant find aany nice ones...
So in the end get the ppl frm Giordano bishan 2reserve 1 top 4 me but den its at Lot 1...
Had a light dinner den went CCk....

260406-Nomination Day

2006-04-26T19:40:00.000-07:00

Nomination day.....
Report at 557,all white...
4 the very 1st time i actually wore all white hehe....
Haiz wat a day,walk all the way frm sembawang PCF 2 the nomination ctr....
There we hve stand frm 10plus up till 12plus....
So hot & tiring....
At 1st we were told dat there's no opposition so happy den no need 2do hse visits but den our hard workk will b dwn the drain....
Den in the end we we r contested soits work 4us....
Reached 557 continued wif the labelling & stuffs...

Good Friday

2006-04-14T22:46:00.000-07:00

Had 2go 4ministeral visit....
After dat planned 2 go beach wif ryan but den damn we were caught in the rain...
Had 2take cover at the void deck...
Haiz wat a day,cant go beach wif him already....
went hme had high fever :(

Unbelievable

2006-04-02T10:51:00.000-07:00

Always said I would know where to find love,

Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,

But some times I just felt I could give up.

But you came and changed my whole world now,

I'm somewhere I've never been before.

Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,

And I don't want to let it go,

Something so beautiful,

Flowing down like a waterfall.

I feel like you've always been,

Forever a part of me.

And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,

Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,

I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.

I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,

And I've never been here before.

Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,

I cant help but break down, and cry.

Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

sturday

2006-04-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

Yipeee 2day went bowling wif farah....
Mas last min cant come along coz she's sick...
aiyah she's always like dat,like wat me & ida always say she frm hve'nt married 2 nw married already always diff 2ask her out....
Met farah at wdlands den went bowling...
crazy ppl went at ard 11plus hehe...
shit i hurt my thumb...
after dat went eat & chill 4awhile den farah hve 2lve...
me wat else cn i do i went hme...
hehe nvr b4 i went out & came back so early...
reached hme mama & the kids nt at hme....
Den my fren called & we went out....
very happy & tired.....

140306

2006-03-14T19:17:00.000-08:00

at last sch holidays 4us.....
plan 2go sentosa 2morrow yipeee....

Valentine's day

2006-02-14T19:01:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!

310106

2006-01-31T22:00:00.000-08:00

Go sentosa wif wani suntan....
She's bz swimming & im bz suntanning but nvr tan....
hehe must go there every wkend la

Nyai hse

2006-01-29T06:59:00.000-08:00

2day goin nyai hse...
2nite got bbq there...
had fun but den still thinking of my lost phone haizzz...

Bingittt!!!

2006-01-28T23:56:00.000-08:00

Shittt i lost my fav phone!!
Curse the person who stole my phone....
Nw must wait 4pay next mth get a new phone!!!!

Party

2006-01-22T23:28:00.000-08:00

went sentosa 4 a quick tan but den still nt tan hehe...
Rushed hme coz mama wanna go akira's bday party...
frm there meeting my frens wanna go momo...
Reached momo ard 10plus den shit one of my frens cant enter coz dat nite momo age limit is 23...
haiz frm there wanna go dbl o but den 2many ppl...
so walk ard in the end went 2 dis club phunk bar...
nt many ppl there,drink n drink...
damn i was drunk...

Shld i tell him???

2006-01-10T22:07:00.000-08:00

I really hate dis feelings.....
Shld i or shld i nt tell him??
Its been a yr since i broke off wif naz...
Dat time i swear i will nvr turn back or fall 4 him again...
But den all the time dat we met,the hatred 4him begins 2change....
wat m i supposed 2do???
Cant take it anymore....
The last time we were 2gether on hari raya eve really makes me think of the past...
But 2think of it he really hurts me alot wen we were 2gether....
But den there r times wen he actually stod by me thru the hardship....
Im afraid things wont be the same anymore if i were 2tell him dat i still want him back...
Hmm if i dont tell him den ive 2keep dis 4ever...
Oh god plz help me.....

New YR

2006-01-01T12:29:00.000-08:00

Happy new Year & happy BDay 2Ika...
Go changi wanna swim but den raining heavily non stop....

New Yr Eve

2006-01-01T12:27:00.000-08:00

New yr eve must go 2work finish up our class....
Haiz late already still hvent finsih hw 2go out...

301205

2005-12-30T23:26:00.000-08:00

Nothin better 2do 2day go drink wif mel early in the mrng.....
Den so damn tipsy,got hangover hehe...
morrow still wanna go out...
Lucky nt working 2day but den my class nt ready yet hw....

Merry Christmas

2005-12-25T09:44:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!!!!
Had fun last nite...

Christmas Eve

2005-12-24T17:44:00.000-08:00

Yipee 2day christmas Eve,gonna party 2nite....

Thursday

2005-12-22T22:39:00.000-08:00

Took MC 2day at Raffles Medical Ctr...
Shit pay 17bucks 4 juz ponstan....
Hmm but nvm la...
Went Fish & Co had lunch & damn it was raining heavily....
Caught in the rain den frm there shop2 at PS...
Took a cab hme & met faez at my plc...
Had our dinner at McDonalds....
Talked abt his daughter,so cute...
He walk me hme.....
haiz 2morrow gotta work....

Pay Day

2005-12-20T23:58:00.000-08:00

Yipee Pay Day 2day!!!
Went ECP got BBQ den went shop at Parkway Parade...

Sunday

2005-12-18T23:25:00.000-08:00

Woke u den clean up my room...
Washed my clothes...
Den met Ida 2 attend mas wedding...
All the teachers r already there....
Took photo den after her hubby arrived we left...
Went hme den get ready 2follow cik haiza 2 Mdm saadiah graduation party....
Saw a few of the RC members there...
They were shocked 2c me there hehe...
Went causeway pt after dat den cik isa treat us 2Seoul Garden...
Hehe wanna burst our tummy wif all the food...
Walk2 ard Causeway pt den went back....
Felt so tired,2morrow must go work already....
4get abt naz also whether he came back or nt...
Nvm la 2morrow cn call him...

Orientation Day

2005-12-17T22:19:00.000-08:00

2day is orientation day 4 nursery students at WRL...
Nothin much 2do...
Went causeaway pt wif ida den ate at swensens...
Hehe wanna c mas nikah but den we were bz talking at swensens dat we 4got the time...
Reached there everything over juz on time 2take photo wif her only hehe...
Den went 581 talked rubbish again & left hme...
Sat nite so boring nothin much 2do...

161205

2005-12-16T23:22:00.000-08:00

Hehe woke up late 2day,used 2 work at 9 so i took my own sweet time....
Den c the watch wah 15mns to 8 die,die must go out already...
Bloody hell bus late,lucky nt everyone was there yet...
Start wif our work but den we finish up early coz we prepared our stuffs before we actually went off 4our holidays...
Had lunch den after lunch wanna fall asleep already..
1530 den go WRL,set up our corners...
We were super fast hehe...
Went back at 5,slept 4 awhile & yanto keep on msging insisting dat i meet him...
Aiyah meet him den sat 4awhile chat...
Kinda waste time la....

151205

2005-12-16T02:19:00.000-08:00

Hmm naz left for bangkok already....
Nw nobody 2layan me already hehe...
Gotta work 2day,yipee 2day last day....
Met ida den helped her wif her curricilum till 2230hrs...
Had a very late dinner...
Took a cab hme coz im 2lazy 2wait 4the bus....
Yanto msg den went silent guess he must b sleeping la...
Reached hme switched off my hp....
2morrow must go work gotta prepare 4 the orientation...

Wat a day!!

2005-12-14T12:16:00.000-08:00

Bloody hell dis parent dat i hve...
Gave in 2much 2her,she thinks her son so clever meh???
Wat more does she wants,making my workload more & more!!!
Aaaarrrgggghhh im so stress up...
Tot of going out 2nite but it seems ive 2cancel evrything bcoz of dat biatch....
Haiyah nw must work ot....

Hmmmm

2005-12-13T21:46:00.001-08:00

Mas wedding dis sat & sun....
Den aryanie also getting married...
Dont know whr 2go 1st...
Nvm la after orientation at wdlands library go mas solemization 1st...
At nite den go yanie hse,haha like far like dat juz a few floors dwn haha...
On sun go yanie hse 1st den go mas hse....
naz going thailand & only b back on sun so cant go wif me...
Sob,sob must go alone....

Hmmmm

2005-12-13T21:46:00.000-08:00

Diamond r gerl's best fren

2005-12-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

Saw a few rings frm Tian Po....
So cheap coz of the sale...
Ask Naz 2buy 4me...
Hehe kena scold by him...
Bcoz last yr he did buy me a ring which cost him 300+ bucks after discount...
Den guess wat,i lost it...
Hmm he was so damn angry wif me till he nvr talk 2me 4 a few days...
In the end he bought me another ring which cost ard 30+ bucks...
hehe frm Poh Heng,its a white gold ring...
& its true wat he says cheap ring i cn keep till nw but ex 1 i lost it hehe...

Met Naz

2005-12-09T23:27:00.000-08:00

2day plan 2meet naz....
He fetched me after work & we went out....
Hmm reminds me of the gd old time hehe....
Enjoyed ourselves...
Send me hme coz he gotta visit his fren who met wif an accident....

Naz bday...

2005-12-08T01:25:00.000-08:00

2day is naz bday....
Msg him & thank god he remembered me...
Plan 2go out on fri celebrate our bday....

my fav bartender hehe

2005-12-07T12:29:00.000-08:00

me & my fav bartender at dxo....

JB

2005-12-06T23:21:00.000-08:00

2day plan 2go follow mas 2helen's shop...
But she cant make it so me & ida went JB....
Frm there we went City Hall....
Haiz 2day the whole day talked abt yan only...
Hehe den 2my surprise,saw him & dat gerl....
Holding hands some more hehe....
Den he saw me,i also act as if nothin & said hi...
He said hi 2ida also....
Den he walked off....
Later while walking at Suntec somebody msg....
Saying he saw me at suntec...
Damn the no nt familiar,who huh....
Called back he said he's yan...
But they think im stupid dont even recognized his voice??wat only....
Later went back 2ctr called him....
Haha ida really blast him....
He said he & dat gerl juz frens...
Watever la...

Bday!!

2005-12-03T22:19:00.000-08:00

2morrow gonna be my bday 2nite gonna party wif the gerls...
But den dont know whr 2go...
They wanna treat me hehe...
Den Ad also wanna treat me on his pay day which is on the 12th...
Long way 2go but nvm...
Happy Bday 2myself haha....

Pics at DXO

2005-12-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

my fav bartender
pictures taken at DXO on sat...but still more pictures 2come....

Party Time

2005-11-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

Its party time at DXO....
Young PAP party...
Cant wait 2be there but disappointed sia...
Asked 4 an ashtray but den was told it was a non-smoking function...
Damn must go out den can smoke....
Went in yet another blow,non-alcoholic function....
Aaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!!
After 10 den can smoke & drink.....
Nvm last resort is the songs,make sure its gd....
Thank god its gd,played all the latest & nice songs....
Saw shah a few times,in the end we took photo wif him hehe...
In the end we end up dancing all the time,take photos....
Yipee 10pm can order drinks & smoke already...
Ordered vodka cranberry,nt so strong drink hehe (like real)...
Took more photos & most ppl left already....
Waiting 4my fren 2email me the pics....

MC

2005-11-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

Was on Mc 4 3days already since Mon hehe...
Juz 2tired 2work....
I wanna quit but shit la must pay bond...
Arrrggghhh 2morrow must work must clean my class....

Yan's bday

2005-11-20T23:40:00.000-08:00

2day is yan's bday....
But he did nt call me....
Nvm la....
Happy 25th Bday!!

Pay day

2005-11-20T23:31:00.000-08:00

Went causeway pt & bought myself adidas watch...
Been eyeing it 4awhile already...
Bought wani a watch 4her bday....
Den mama went 2cut her hair & i went twn met my frens...

New Fren found

2005-11-18T03:28:00.000-08:00

Yest PTC 4nursery kids....
Thank god nt many of the parents turn up so i was practically free....
My fren's fren msg me up...
Continued sms-ing...
Reached hme fell asleep coz headache la,my nose & throat killing me...
I really cannot stand dis nose block la....
Tot wanna take mc later but cant la last day of sch la...
Talk2 on the phone till 3in the mrng haha sure at class shag....
Put dwn the phone nw cant sleep....
2day is adik's bday!!
Must wish him later....

Stupi* biatCh

2005-11-17T03:46:00.000-08:00

After a nite of partying,the tired look!

Went 2 work early 2day,hve 2do some last min things 4 the PTC...
Thank god ny much parents came...
& they dont really ask so much compared 2mas & vits parents...
Wah so the very tired...
Afternoon dat hansel vomitted in the store rm & his mom juz left...
Nothin much happen at work la 2day...
Went back played wif fiqah & danni 4awhile den took a nap...
Woke up only my head spinning den im dwn wif flu...
Shit wanna take mc but cant la 2morrow another PTC...
Met the gerls den there's dis stupid biatch called me...
Irritating gerl,hate it wen ppl tell me wat im supposed 2do...
Ask her wher she work keep on insisting its at CK Tangs...
Den still cn tell me CK Tangs is at Orchard rd,like as if im so goondoo...
Den say dat her cosmetics expensive ones,wat she thinks i cant afford ah??
Bloody hell....
Was telling my fren the next time she call im gonna tell her off...
Spoil my nite only

Kau Pergi Jua

2005-11-16T15:30:00.000-08:00

Kau Pergi Jua

Wajahmu

Seindah serinya pelangi yang indah

Seharum mawar putih segar berkembang
Wajahmu

Mengapa sering terbayang di mataku

Sehingga terbawa di dalam mimpiku
Sayangku

Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini

Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci
Kau bunga

Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku

Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku

Sayangnya
Harapan yang selama ini ku bawa
hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi
Kau pergi jua
Setelah cintaku kini membara
Belum sempat ku curahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali
Sayangku
Tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci
Kau bunga
Inginku suntingmu menjadi milikku

Lantas ku abadikan dalam jiwaku

SIM

2005-11-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

2day nothin 2do at work.....
Hve 2prepare 4 the K1 PTC...
Stayed back 4awhile den ida called...
Ask me 2follow her go SIM take her dip...
Took a cab 2 501 den 2 SIM...
Had our dinner there,nice western food...
Den juz sit & chill 4 awhile...
Left 4 hme,accompany her wait 4 the bus....
Den took a bus 2clementi b4 going hme...
So tired,2morrow must wake up early....
Must do last min preparation 4 the PTC....

Nothin much happen

2005-11-14T23:37:00.000-08:00

Nothin much happen 2day,very tired at work....
2day supposed 2call cik haiza abt the interview but 4get...
Do work as usual,nothin much...
Went hme after watchin the chinese drama felt very the sleepy...
Decided 2sleep early den can wake up early & continue with the progress report...
Ida called me up & talked with her...
As usual la we talk rubbish & was talkin abt the probs we were facing....
Haiz stupid la these ppl nothin better 2do but 2keep on hurtin our feelings...
They think we r wat animals frm other planets dat dont hve feelings isit...
Put dwn the phone coz she need 2go hme already....
Fell asleep den awaken again by haziq's call...
Dis one another one,gf very the irritating still want 2b with her hehe...
Cant take it anymore i want 2sleep....
Put dwn the phone already cant sleep hmmm guess my brains still working & thinking la....

Open hse

2005-11-13T22:44:00.000-08:00

My head hurts,my legs hurts...
Still cant feel the tiredness of last nite...
Juz chill at hme & get ready 2go 2dr's hse...
Met at 501,took the transport provided 2his hse....
Wow his hse is so huge & very nice...
Wat can we expect frm an MP rite...
Frm there w went 2nafisah's hse...
Her hse is so nice...
Went back frm there,damn im so tired....

Graduation Concert

2005-11-12T23:55:00.000-08:00

Woke up quite late 2day....
Iron my clothes,vaccum the hse b4 going 2 work....
Need 2b at greewood by 2pm....
Reached there had a briefing den linger ard there...
Helped with make up 4the kids den its time 4us teachers 2get ready...
Wow so tiring run up & dwn 4the late comers cert presentation...
Put up a very gd performance hehe...
Cleaned up the plc b4 leaving,get a lift frm kak ainun...
Had my shower must go & sleep 2morrow going dr & nafisah's open hse....

Half day cum graduation rehersal

2005-11-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

2day the kids r schoolng half day....
Lucky nt many of dem came so we went music rm watch The Incredibles...
Hehe the kids wasnt as excited as me watchin the movie...
After lunch need 2walk 2Greenwood Pri...
Had 2rounds of rehersals...
Went back get changed & met ida...
Went 2esplanade & went drinking....
Passed by DXO & tot of going there but den ard dis time we were usually out of cash...
Walked 2City Hall 2withdraw money & take a cab frm there....
Must sleep early,need plenty of rest 4 2morrow concert...

hmmm

2005-11-10T23:38:00.000-08:00

Nothin much happen 2day....
Somebody promised me but den again lied...
Shit...
He called me but dis time ard i was so pissed off dat i actually hang up the phone....

Pudar-Rossa

2005-11-10T14:46:00.000-08:00

Pudar-Rossa

kurasakan pudar dalam hati

kurasa cinta yang ada untuk dirimu

ku lelah dengan semua yang ada

ingin ku lepas semua
setan dalam hati ikut bicara

bagaimana kalau ku selingkuh saja

ku punya banyak teman lelaki

sepertinya ku kan bahagia
mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja

karena kita sudah tak saling bicara

pastikan cerita tentang kita yang telah lalu

hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu
maafkan aku jika kau kecewa

bintangmu bukan lah untuk diriku

jika memang semua kan jadi cerita

ku tahu kau semakin terluka

Kau Auraku-Ada Band

2005-11-10T14:43:00.000-08:00

Kau Auraku

Malam kehadiran cinta

Sambut jiwa baru

Telah lama kutunggu

Hadirmu disini

Namun hanya ruang semu

Yang nampak padaku

Meski sulit harus kudapatkan
Kerinduan yang mendalam

Terbitkan hasratku

Sambutlah tangan ini terima janjiku

Rasakan cinta yang tulus

Lewat aliran darahmu

Menyatu seiring dalam kasih
Kau auraku…

Oh pancarkan sepercik harapan

Datanglah merasuk men…jelma

Meleburkan cinta

Kubawa kau terbang menembus

Awan yang beriring

Kembangkan senyuman

Bagai bunga…bawa keindahan
Tak dapat kusangkali

Adanya dirimu

Yang s'lalu menaungi

Pikiran batinku

Ingin miliki hatimu

Takkan pernah

Terlepaskan

Kupersembahkan

Semua padamu

Wednesday

2005-11-09T23:58:00.000-08:00

Raining damn heavily,was half wet coz share umbrella wif mas...
Sure go hme fall sick one coz one side of my head pain already...
Went 2look 4 clothes 4 the graduation concert at the shops at wdlands checkpoint...
Saw dis nice top which cost only 10 bucks so cheap...
Ask the rest,they r ok wif it but wanna ask if management wanna pay 4us...
The top dat they bought us sucks....
Went back after dat,take my shower...
My head really hurts already so decided 2sleep...
Was awaken by his call...
Hehe called him liar & i was so sarcastic 2him hehe...
Even he realised dat,which gd...
Cant sleep already,checked my phone...
2missed calls frm mas & ida...
Nw cant sleep already but head so pain...

Dbl-o

2005-11-08T22:31:00.000-08:00

Reach hme really dont know wat 2do....
Juz chill listen 2the radio 4awhile...
He called me,2my surprise hehe...
Was talking ok wif him,it seems like nothin happen 2us...
He said she calle dhim & asked if he knew me...
He said ya he knew me way b4 he knew her...
I was juz trying 2distract him frm elaborating on watever fcuk she said 2him...
asked him out but den dont know whr 2go & he said he's very sick...
He's been sick 4 afew days already....
I was practically forcing him 2go out but he doesnt want....
We were talking abt his job,ya asking me like as if i remembered everythn & im his PA...
Nvm since he said 2morrow he wanna go out ill make sure if he call im gonna pester him hehe...
Get ready wanna g drinking 2nite wif ma gerls...

Bored...

2005-11-08T16:10:00.000-08:00

So bored 2day....
Cant get 2sleep last nite,keeps on tossing & turning in bed...
Woke up quite a number of times in the middle of the nite...
Lazy 2take the bus 2wrk 2day den futhermore ez-link hvent top up yet...
Took a cab 2work,cost me 5bucks hmmmm...
Reach wrk checked my email haiz she emailed me...
Still cn say ya its him so she gonna send my regards 2him...
2day no more wrksheets 2do so went 2music rm wif the kids...
Gosh nvr knew all the K1 & K2 students cn fit into dat small music rm hehe...
Watched the K2 practice their graduation concert...
Hehe so bad of us,laughed at some of the kids who's so stiff while dancing...
But den there were some who were superb...
The class becomes like market already...
OMG we were late in releasing the kids,lucky parents nvr make noise....
Went shop wanna buy some food,but so pathetic nothin left...
Wat 2do must eat maggie again la,guess after end of dis yr sure botak hehe...
Called ida,tot of going drinking wif her but she cant make it....
He called me,he actually find dat im different nw...
I also think so,trying 2b nice & the same old me...
But ended up im more sarcastic nw...
Guess its juz difficult 4me 2 talk 2ppl who lied 2me...
Called my best buddy,lucky she wanna go out wif me 2nite...
Cancelled my plans wif ida,gonna meet my frens later...
Plan 2go dbl-o 2nite...
Haiz nw like lazy like dat,still gotta finish up my progress report la...
Haiz see hw la later wen im hme already....

Fcuk..

2005-11-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

He called me,still cn try 2b nice 2me askin me whr m i & stuffs like dat...
Arrrggghh shit,i juz told him i hate liars...
He asked me wat did he lie??
Arrrggghhh watever la,hang up the phone...
Reached hm called ida talk 4awhile....
Plan 2go drink 2morrow la...
He called again asking me wat happen...
Told him everything but he juz kept askin y make a big fuss...
Watever la!!!
I really hate him 2the max,liar...
Oklah i cooled dwn abit la so wasnt really arguing...
He was kinda irritated wif me but who cares....
B4 putting dwn the phone,he said he hate liars too...
Shit rite wat does he mean by dat....
So nw trying 2find my fault blaming me dat i lied too...
He said he'll call but he nvr did...
There he goes again lying hmmm....
Talked 2my fren,lucky he's there 2actually cheer me up...
Arrrggghhh my stomach hurts again....
Mama still hvent come back frm mak long hse...
Better go & sleep,my stomach hurts like hell already...

Hate him

2005-11-07T15:20:00.000-08:00

Fcuk i saw somethin dat shld hve nt seen...
Find somethin is amiss 4 the pass few days but juz wasnt sure wat...
Yest too,juz feel something is nt rite somewhr but i juz cant find wat is wrong...
Den 2day i saw it...
Saw dis fren's of mine friendster,saw her wif dis guy..
& i went hey dis guy looks so familiar...
Look at her profile,damn its him...
At dat point of time feel like shouting at him but nvm...
Guys r juz full of shit...
Ain if u read dis u shld nw hw my reaction was hehe...
Watever la,dat gerl is my juniour back in sch...
Msg him & say dat i hate liars...
& i really mean it,i juz hate liars....
He can juz fcuk off frm my life....

Adlin

2005-11-07T10:58:00.000-08:00

Adlin

You are an inspiring leader whose originality, creativity and wisdom are applied to creating practical solutions to "unsolvable" problems. Humanitarian and idealistic your vision is to make the world a better place and you will work to this end. Hardworking and tenacious people admire you for your honesty and integrity. You are a loved and loyal friend and partner. Your have the potential to achieve enormous success in the world.

His name

Life is never dull with your adventurous and restless spirit. You are always on the move and seeking a new challenge to pit your wits against. Being in touch with nature you love the outdoors. You have keen intuition and a desire for knowledge and you can be something of a crusader. When you apply discipline and tenacity to your energetic mind then leadership positions are easily available to you.

~Saturday~

2005-11-05T23:58:00.000-08:00

Haizzz 2day got 2work....
We plan 2go hse visiting wif my frens...
Very tiring,graduation rehersal wif the kids...
Went 2ain's hse den kak ainun's hse...
Frm there they went over my plc...
After they left,nyai tom's kids & grandchildren came over...
Wow my hse so cramped,2many ppl...
After they left cik haiza came wanna go sheng siong buy things 4wani's bday 2morrow....
He called me...
Talked 4awhile....
Promised he visit 2morrow....
Kinda miss him....

~Friday~

2005-11-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

Hehe cant wake up 2 work...
Quickly rush 2work,lucky there's a baju kurung dat i iron already...
Shit raining heavily,waited 4cab lucky no need 2wait 4long...
So lucky not many of the kids nvr come...
Days passed by very slowly...
Reached hme,my aunts,uncles,cousins & nieces came...
Very tired,waited 4him 2call but he nvr call...
Hmmmm

Hari Raya

2005-11-04T00:41:00.000-08:00

Very the sleepy 2day...
But hve 2get out of bed,mama nagging already...
Help her clean abit here & there...
Took my shower & waited 4 cik isa's family 2come...
its already 12.30pm,they r nt here yet...
Promise 2come at 10.30am hmmm...
He called me,his parents went visiting already but he's at hme...
Talk 4awhile den he wanted 2take a nap....
Lazy bum hehe....
Haha wear nice2 take the lorry...
Leceh la,must climb up & dwn hehe...
1st stop cik haiza's mom's hse....
Next is her granny's hse at wdlands...
They ate & me & ika juz sit & chat...
Alamak my hair super damn messy cant b bothered already la....
Frm there went clementi 2her another granny's hse...
There ate some lontong,cant eat much coz going nyai tom's hse & wak iti's hse...
Went jurong,cik wati's hse...
Long time nvr see nyai tom & her family...
Dis plc cant miss her lontong & ketupat so must eat...
Sat,talk 2dem...
Next stop is wak iti's hse,visit my nyai & yai...
He called me ask me whr m i...
Cik tina's,Paman Toleh's & paman atan's family also there...
Here must take turn 2eat hehe...
After dis going 2the next 2hses which i dont know who's hse...
One is at hougang & the other one at pasir ris...
He msged me,his back pain...
He's been hving dis pain 4quite sometime already eversince i knew him...
Asked him 2ask his mom apply some oil or something...
He went 2his granny's plc so he's gonna call me later...
Super damn tired already...
Cik haiza's mom & sis coming over 2my plc...
He wanted 2sleep already coz his back really hurts...
Help mama with evrything den they left at 12am...
quickly clean up the plc...
Must sleep later 2morrow late 4work...
Eat a bit also...

Hari raya eva

2005-11-03T04:35:00.000-08:00

Yeah!2day is hari raya eve...
Went 2work & lucky nt much children came 2day....
Mama ask me 2go cik minah hse get some kuih...
He called me,he juz woke up....
Hehe his hair dye,the colour nvr come out...
Haha me & my stubborness,shld hve went saloon & do it but i insisted he DIY....
Talked 4awhile,met ida...
Her hubby fetching her so i followed since she's staying jurong & im going jurong...
But 1st she hve 2go her mom's hse get her stuffs...
Frm there we went jurong...
She drop me off at Boon Lay so i went back frm there...
Get hme,talked 2him awhile den help mama...
2day papa cooking nasi minyak 4 2morrow....
Very tired but wat 2do must help...
Watch tv den lie dwn on my bed i fell asleep hehe...
Woke up wen he called...
He juz finish mopping his hse,he also tired so he's gonna call me in the mrng...
Nw i cant sleep,continued watching tv....

Deepavali

2005-11-01T23:26:00.000-08:00

2day is deepavali,woke up kinda late....
Mama woke me up den ask me 2clean up my rm...
Changed my bedsheet,wipe the radio &tv in my rm...
After dat help mama 2change all the table cloth in the hse...
Wah so tired,wanna vacuum but papa still painting the doors....
Clean & clean the hse...
Very2 tired...
He called me but i was doing some work so he said he's gonna call me back...
After i finish doing my stuffs,called him but he's wif his frens...
Ida called me,she's hving some prob la...
Pity her but i can only listen cant do anything...
Ask him go buka wif me but his dad cooking so he cant...
Mama go geylang again wanna buy baju 4afiqah....
He decided 2meet me after buka at his plc...
Met him den went watson 2buy hair dye...
While walking back 2the coffeeshop,saw his mum & sis...
Hmmm dont know wat 2do so we juz walk pass la..
Smiled at his mum & sis hehe...
Den we went coffeeshop agian...
Sat & had our drinks,his fren came...
As usual la they talk i listen..
Tired already he wanted 2go back so he walk me 2 the taxi...
Hehe nice 2b ard wif him but dont know 4hw long we cn b dis way...
Went back he called but i cant her my phone...
Called him back nvr pick up...
Called again 2tell him dat im hme also nvr pick up...
He called back,hmm like i guess he's bz dye-ing his hair...
Watched tv 4awhile but no nice show...
Msg him & he said he's sleepy already...
Nw im waiting 4 mama 2come back...
Wah really shopping dis ppl...
nvm la i better go sleep 1st no need 2wait 4dem...
2morrow working half day...
Hopefully nt many kids come...

i miss him...

2005-10-31T15:52:00.000-08:00

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time,sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if umeant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams,plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your calls,
u will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u knowit, let theother party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Jujur-Radja

2005-10-31T11:15:00.000-08:00

Jujur-Radja

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku

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Selamanya

Boringggg

2005-10-31T00:21:00.000-08:00

Followed ida 2hougang need 2pass cd 4the graduation...
Hmm we took a cab there coz dont know hw 2get there....
Frm there took a bus 2 AMK...
Ida remembered dat AMK no atm so we alight at his plc...
There's atm there...
Frm there took a cab 2twn 2hve dinner at Fish & Co...
2day is Halloween,damn 2many ppl there....
Eat,eat talk rubbish as usual...
Frm there we went PS,ida buy some stuffs frm Carrefour...
Shit la no cab,we decided 2call a cab...
Lucky waited 4less than 5mins...
Reach wdlands & it costs me 20bucks hmmm...
He called me,talk 4awhile...
Dont know y 2day he's so nice 2me...
Den we decided 2put dwn coz he's tired....
Haiz...

Is he worth it?

2005-10-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

Here's how 2tell if the one ure seeing now is worth ur while...

For weeps:

He's got roving eyes
He talks too much
He only says yes
He orders u abt
He's always unavailable
He's indecisive

For keeps:

He listens
He's spontaneous
He compliments u
He gives u space
He is affectionate
He challenges u

Hmm wat if its a mixture of both hehe...

anyway dis article is frm November issue of CLEO..

thanks CLEO

Sunday again....

2005-10-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

2day mama going jb again...
B4 she left she gave me things 2do already...
Arrrggghhh hate dis,sunday change profession already b a maid...
Clean the cupboards,vacuum the hse...
He msg me,hangover...
Den went quite the whole day...
Haiz.....
Read cleo,came across dis few interesting articles..
"Our love guru says romantic success is not determined by ur birthday but rather by the date on which u met"
"The Libra hook-up...
U met between Sept 24 & Oct 23
Relationship highlights:A long,steady & harmonious relationship. Pros:This is one of the best signs for a lasting partnership.In fact,it'll surprise no one if u two decide to get hitched within six months of meeting each other. Cons: A bit of indecisiveness though.Both of u r always trying to decide on wat to eat,whr to go & wat to do. Add:Some focus will make the relationship work like dream. "
Dis is abt me,& kinda true hehe...
Wanna know the rest read dis mth CLEO...

Chill...

2005-10-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

Met ida early in the mrng at eunos...
Went geylang haha bazaar also hvent open..
She needs 2change the kids clothes 4graduation...
Wah so hottt...
Went TKC,first lady...
Saw dis nice baju kurung in pink & tried it on...
Ida ask me 2try dis kebaya dat she has...
In the end i bought both & i forced her 2 buy the pink baju kurung also hehe...
Walk ard den went suntec..
We went 2the rooftop,thanks 2her bf...
Shit ive phobia of heights....
Went ard suntec she bought hp...
He msg me & i ask if he's free...
He needs 2clean his wndows...
In the end he decided 2meet me 4drinks...
After buka met him...
Had a few drinks den followed him 4 a haircut...
Hmmm 8bucks 4 a haircut dat is no different frm his intial haircut haha...
Went aquarium c fishes den went back 2the coffeeshop continued drinking...
His frens came dwn,he dont allow me 2drink some more...
So i stopped & continued eating the icecubes...
Hehe even his fren said y dont he juz buy me ice cubes...
He insisted dat i go hme coz its kinda late...
Waited 4 the cab wif me...
hmmm called him wen im hme...
He's still drinking wif his frens...
Talked 2ida as usual,crap la the both of us...
Put dwn the phone ida called again...
Guess wat dis time ard she wants me 2listen 2a song hehe..
Wat only....

Meanings....

2005-10-27T00:45:00.000-07:00

Guess im hving my stupid mood swings...
He msg & i was telling him hw fcuked up & hw shit i felt...
He asked y but i juz said i dont wanna talk abt it...
Msg him 4 awhile & later he called me up...
Talked 2him & his cute nieces...
They juz make me smile hehe...
Came back frm work,brought some food & met ida...
Buka wif her at her ctr...
Crazy gerls wenever we meet up sure got stupid silly things 2do & talk abt...
Called him a few times but he nvr pick up...
Guess he's either zzzz or out meeting his frenz...
Went back hme...
Surf the net look 4 the meanings of my name hehe...
Adlin means keadilan & lin in chinese means beautiful jade hehe...
He called me but he said he'll call later coz he's drenched caught in the rain...
I was lying dwn wen i fell asleep...
Was awaken by his sms...
He juz finish eating & wanna wash up...
He called me after washin up...
Talk awhile & he asked me wat happened 2me juz nw...
Me being the stubborn one refused 2 say & nt wanting 2 talk abt it...
In the end he kinda threatened dont want 2 talk anymore...
He's been saying its nt fair,he shared everythin wif me & i dont wanna share wif him...
Hmm dat makes me think 4awhile ya la i shld open up 2him....
In the end told him everythin dat happen,he sounds so worried...
He juz feels dat we knew each other at the wrong time...
Everythin doesnt seems rite 4us...
We talked awhile & he said somethin really sweet...
No matter wat i still hve him & he cared 4 me....
He's so sweet & nice....
After dat he felt sleepy so we put dwn the phone....
It makes wonder i open up tell him wats bothering me...
Nw i can sleep so peacefully...
Hope things will juz work out well....
Thanks dear....

........

2005-10-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

Nothin much happen 2day....
He called n msg me...
Den went quiet the whole day...
Dont know wat he's been up 2....
I feel so S**T nw...
I juz need 2 talk 2him or anyone....
But nobody is ard....
Arghhh let it be la...
Off my phone go & sleep mayb eveything's gonna b ok 2morrow....

Wat a day....

2005-10-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

took dis photo b4 going 2work,im begining 2like red

*winks*

At work 2day during lunchtime the 'gerls' were hving a feast at the pantry haha...
Suddenly a delivery man came haha they juz stop evrythin...
Happy 2day,received a very sweet msg frm somebody...
But funny we r nt a couple but i guess us being the open type we take it as it is...
Let it go by the flow...
But like wat i feel,im enjoying dis feelings & attention frm him woohoo...
After work plan 2go drink but he cant make it coz he finish work late...
So went back buka wif mama & notti afiqah haha...
Was abt 2doze off wen he msg...
Somethin happened at his workplc...
Hmmm i felt so helpless listening 2him & unable 2help him out...
Kinda worried abt the outcome...
Hmm hw i wish i cld juz help him out...
Ida called,conference call wif another fren haha...
Crazy ppl nothin 2do at nite talk rubbish the 3 of us....
Disturb ppl only,had fun la but still cant stop thinkin of ways 2help him...
Msg him ask him 2call but he said later...
Waited & waited in the end he said he wanna rest...
Hmmm juz feel like telling him off but den i cant do dat wen he's so dwn...
He felt guilty already abt the other nite hehe...

Fcuk..

2005-10-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

Im so damn fcukin bored...
Its raining...
Tot of meeting him but his niece hospitalised..
Was looking 4wd 2meet him actually but wat 2do...
Followed kak ainun & mas go sembawang...
They wanna buy paint 4 their hse....
Lots of things happening ard me...
Im getting sick n tired of it...
Get hme juz on time 2buka...
He msg me,he's bored 2....
Tot of going drinking,but shit la juz nw ask him he dont want nw say he's bored...
Told him y dont we go 2morrow...
Still nvr gve me any ans...
Watever la!!
He called wanna ans,batt flat haiz...
Called him back nvr pick up...
Watchin tv la i guess..
Watch incredible tales den America's next top model...
Woohooo my fav Naima won...
He said he's gonna call me but wited & waited nvr call at all...
Damn irritated,msged him nt 2call me already...
2tired & bored of waiting....
Im so irritated by him....

Sunday!!hate it...

2005-10-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

I juz hate sundays,coz its the day whr ive 2do all the hse work hehe...
Every sunday i be a part time maid...
Woke up early,washed the toilet,clean the dishes...
Den fell asleep again...
Mama woke me up,reminded me 2clean all the windows..
Haiz so the very lazy la but promised her already...
Get up bathe aain den clean the windows...
Vacuum the hse,stupid vacuum cleaner water dripping out of it again...
After cleaning the hse,he called...
Hehe he didnt go work 2day coz he juz woke up...
Came back late last nite...
Took a shower again & met cik isa's family go buka at sembawang shopping ctr...
Had our food there den went Giant,mama & cik haiza bought some stuffs...
Went back 2cik isa's hse surf net coz mama going Sheng Siong wif papa...
Fell asleep already wen he called...
Hehe he wanted 2fetch me frm work,like real only...
He wanted 2 eat Laksa at marsiling...
Nvm la c hw...
Put dwn the phone talk 2 caca 4awhhile....

Boring

2005-10-22T23:50:00.000-07:00

work 2day,boringggg must report by 8...
Need 2practice 4 the gaduation thinggy den had an in-hse special needs trainning...
I wasnt paying attention thru out the trainning,dun noe wats on my mind...
Had fun la,coz we had games...
After trainning,going geylang wif ida & kak rina...
He called,ida asked him 2join us but i know him kinda well enuf dat he wont go...
He needs 2go work...
Took a cab 2kak rina's hse 1st while waiting 4ida's fren...
Took a cab 2geylang,kak rina had 2lve...
Walk ard looking 4 clothes,but nothin seems nice...
Ida lve early & here i m left shopping at geylang alone...
All the clothes seems like its either 2ex or nt nice...
Hmm saw fairuz at bazaar with his family...
Saw him approaching but i juz ignore & continue walking...
Guess the pain is still there although 3 yrs hve passed...
Seeing him juz reminds me of the gd & bad times we had 2gether...
Haiz nvm la,if we r fated 2meet again we'll meet ;(
Guess wat in the end i bought Specs,my old specs dont know go whr already hehe...
Took a bus 2 twn,met my frens...
Went Zara,cant resist buying tops frm there...
Hehe batt flat,took mrt 2 AMK...
2lazy 2continue so took a cab frm there....
Reached hme,nw i remembered dat 2day is fairuz's bday...
He knock off frm work very2 late i guess...
Coz he did nt msg me or anythin...
Nvm la 2morrow can call him...

Twn wif ida

2005-10-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

After work went Causeway pt buy top frm Giordano....
Tot of buying a top frm Esprit but nothing catch my attention..
ida took a cab frm work & fetch me...
Went 2twn...
Waited 4him but he knock off frm work late...
In the end we went ahead & had drinks at Rouge...
After dat took a cab hme...
He came back late,shit im so sleepy...
Waited 4him,2kill time i read the newspaper...
Haiz wait & wait in the end he came back & told me he wanted 2 sleep...
Feel like strangling him....
Nvm la better sleep 2morrow got 2 work...

Buka wif him ;o)

2005-10-21T00:59:00.000-07:00

2day go buka wif him...
Actually wanna meet ida but den he decided 2go buka wif me...
Went 2transfer mama money den go walk ard the bazaar find food...
2day like 2 many ppl ard & 2much food 2choose frm...
Cant decide on wat 2eat...
In the end bought Murtabak...
Took MRT,alight at khatib 2 get a cab coz im late already its already 6.15..
Alamak cab so long hvent come...
Got a cab & went 2his plc...
He's already waiting dwnstairs wif his fren...
His fren left us,wanted 2go hme & buka...
We walk 2the shop bought drinks 4later...
Took a cab 2BS,he called his hse & they said its time already...
Juz drink 1st...
reach BS had our dinner....
Den went 2the coffeeshop went drinking...
My face was so red,he ask me 2stop drinking...
haha,took a cab 2his plc 1st walk ard 4awhile den i went back...
Hehe so happy...

Tarikan Nafas Terakhir

2005-10-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

Love dis songs...Heard it afew times but dont really realise
He introduce me 2dis song hehe

Kini saat yg terakhir
Ku pinta maaf kepadamu
Jauh dari lubuk hatiku
Tak pernah ku dendam padamu

Bila engkau tak percaya
Ku rela korban jiwa raga
Kini saat yg penghabisan
Ku harap kau dtg kepadaku

Berulang kali ku nyatakan
Aku syg padamu
Berulang kali ku nyatakan
Peluk lah belailah daku
Oh itu tak pernah terjadi

Semua harapan belaka
Nafas ku yg terakhir ini
Hanyalah ku tuju kan pada mu

Off Day

2005-10-03T22:52:00.000-07:00

2day off day,ida ask me out...
Actually wanna go out wif him but he's nt well so went out wif ida...
Met her at novena den went esplanade...
Sat dwn had a drink,talk rubbish..
He called up a few times,talk 2adlin his niece..
Cute gerl hehe...
He's so stressed up looking after his nieces haha...
Pity him...
Went back hme...
Shower,talk 2 him,do my stuffs...
2morrow work already...
Wed start fasting already....

Telematch

2005-10-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

2day is our telematch...
Hve 2b at sch by 7am...
Yest went shopping 4red & white tshirt already...
Reach sch most of us r there already...
Get the things ready,last min packing...
Reach there,get the children ready...
Very hot & tiring day....
Had teacher's race but shit ah only management win...
He msg me at 11,he's sick & on mc...
Donna's hubby send us hme...
Reach hme,took a shower & fell asleep...
Talk 2 him awhile...
Plan 2go out 2morrow wif him but den....
Lucky 2morrow nvr work plan 2 go out wif ida...

Movies again

2005-09-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Clean up the hse den felt so damn bored...
Called rafi up,he's wif his fren..
Haha 4 the 3rd day wanna catch a movie again...
Lucky he's willing 2come dwn causeway pt again hehe...
Dis time watch the Nightwatcher....

Twn

2005-09-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

Went 2twn den esplanade...
Met ida & liza at twn...
Its been awhile since last met Liza...
Catch a movie again Lords of Dogtown at causeway pt...
No plan 2party 2nite

Movies

2005-09-23T20:00:00.000-07:00

Took mc 2day,lazy go work...
Watch movies Brothers Grimm at causeway Pt...

Carnival

2005-09-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

2day there's a carnival at spore expo...
Meeting ida & mas at twn 1st...
Brought mariah & wani go toys r us 1st while waiting 4 mas....
Walk ard,had drinks den took a cab 2spore expo...
Nothin much la the plc....
We spent most of our time q 4 the airbrush tattoo & sculpture balloons...
We q so long the kids so happily run here & there....
Took a cab 2city hall,ida gonna catch a movie under the stars wif her sis...
Me & wani took the mrt hme...
Guess wani 2tired she fell asleep almost immediately...
Dis time its so difficult 2wake her up...
Shit ah,dis gerl is throwing tantrums...
Calm her dwn den she's ok...

2005-09-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

2day after work plan 2follow rafi & fairuz play pool at tamp...
Went straight frm work 2pasir ris 1st meet rafi...
Alamak dis guy always late...
Lazy 2wait 4fairuz,went over 2rafi's hse...
We left at 8pm took a bus 2tamp...
Rafi & fairuz played a few games...
Haha fairuz lost all the games haha...
Sit dwn talk 4awhile den we went back hme...
Took 168,reach hme take a shower & prepare 2sleep...
Cant sleep,rafi called....

Hmmm

2005-09-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 11am...
Promised ida dat ill be at her plc at 8am,den hangover overslept haha...
See my hp,wah 12missed calls frm ida & rafi...
Called ida told her i juz woke up,ill lve soon 2go her plc...
Wash up & watch tv 4 awhile...
Took a bus 2 ida's plc,lucky juz need 2change another bus...
Reach her plc,went 2c her hubby police band performance...
Took photo wif taufik haha...
Went 2hve our late dinner den followed her do groceries shopping...
Went back 2her plc,as usual la karaoke...
Left her plc at at ard 9+ took the train...
Reach hme took a shower....
Haiz 2morrow must work...
LAZZYYYY!!!