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Sunday, November 27, 2005
Its party time at DXO....Young PAP party...Cant wait 2be there but disappointed sia...Asked 4 an ashtray but den was told it was a non-smoking function...Damn must go out den can smoke....Went in yet another blow,non-alcoholic function....Aaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!!After 10 den can smoke & drink.....Nvm last resort is the songs,make sure its gd....Thank god its gd,played all the latest & nice songs....Saw shah a few times,in the end we took photo wif him hehe...In the end we end up dancing all the time,take photos....Yipee 10pm can order drinks & smoke already...Ordered vodka cranberry,nt so strong drink hehe (like real)...Took more photos & most ppl left already....Waiting 4my fren 2email me the pics....
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Was on Mc 4 3days already since Mon hehe...Juz 2tired 2work....I wanna quit but shit la must pay bond...Arrrggghhh 2morrow must work must clean my class....
Sunday, November 20, 2005
2day is yan's bday....But he did nt call me....Nvm la....Happy 25th Bday!!
Went causeway pt & bought myself adidas watch...Been eyeing it 4awhile already...Bought wani a watch 4her bday....Den mama went 2cut her hair & i went twn met my frens...
Friday, November 18, 2005
Yest PTC 4nursery kids....Thank god nt many of the parents turn up so i was practically free....My fren's fren msg me up...Continued sms-ing...Reached hme fell asleep coz headache la,my nose & throat killing me...I really cannot stand dis nose block la....Tot wanna take mc later but cant la last day of sch la...Talk2 on the phone till 3in the mrng haha sure at class shag....Put dwn the phone nw cant sleep....2day is adik's bday!!Must wish him later....
Thursday, November 17, 2005
After a nite of partying,the tired look!
Went 2 work early 2day,hve 2do some last min things 4 the PTC...Thank god ny much parents came...& they dont really ask so much compared 2mas & vits parents...Wah so the very tired...Afternoon dat hansel vomitted in the store rm & his mom juz left...Nothin much happen at work la 2day...Went back played wif fiqah & danni 4awhile den took a nap...Woke up only my head spinning den im dwn wif flu...Shit wanna take mc but cant la 2morrow another PTC...Met the gerls den there's dis stupid biatch called me...Irritating gerl,hate it wen ppl tell me wat im supposed 2do...Ask her wher she work keep on insisting its at CK Tangs...Den still cn tell me CK Tangs is at Orchard rd,like as if im so goondoo...Den say dat her cosmetics expensive ones,wat she thinks i cant afford ah??Bloody hell....Was telling my fren the next time she call im gonna tell her off...Spoil my nite only
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
2day nothin 2do at work.....Hve 2prepare 4 the K1 PTC...Stayed back 4awhile den ida called...Ask me 2follow her go SIM take her dip...Took a cab 2 501 den 2 SIM...Had our dinner there,nice western food...Den juz sit & chill 4 awhile...Left 4 hme,accompany her wait 4 the bus....Den took a bus 2clementi b4 going hme...So tired,2morrow must wake up early....Must do last min preparation 4 the PTC....
Monday, November 14, 2005
Nothin much happen 2day,very tired at work....2day supposed 2call cik haiza abt the interview but 4get...Do work as usual,nothin much...Went hme after watchin the chinese drama felt very the sleepy...Decided 2sleep early den can wake up early & continue with the progress report...Ida called me up & talked with her...As usual la we talk rubbish & was talkin abt the probs we were facing....Haiz stupid la these ppl nothin better 2do but 2keep on hurtin our feelings...They think we r wat animals frm other planets dat dont hve feelings isit...Put dwn the phone coz she need 2go hme already....Fell asleep den awaken again by haziq's call...Dis one another one,gf very the irritating still want 2b with her hehe...Cant take it anymore i want 2sleep....Put dwn the phone already cant sleep hmmm guess my brains still working & thinking la....
Sunday, November 13, 2005
My head hurts,my legs hurts...Still cant feel the tiredness of last nite...Juz chill at hme & get ready 2go 2dr's hse...Met at 501,took the transport provided 2his hse....Wow his hse is so huge & very nice...Wat can we expect frm an MP rite...Frm there w went 2nafisah's hse...Her hse is so nice...Went back frm there,damn im so tired....
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Woke up quite late 2day....Iron my clothes,vaccum the hse b4 going 2 work....Need 2b at greewood by 2pm....Reached there had a briefing den linger ard there...Helped with make up 4the kids den its time 4us teachers 2get ready...Wow so tiring run up & dwn 4the late comers cert presentation...Put up a very gd performance hehe...Cleaned up the plc b4 leaving,get a lift frm kak ainun...Had my shower must go & sleep 2morrow going dr & nafisah's open hse....
Friday, November 11, 2005
2day the kids r schoolng half day....Lucky nt many of dem came so we went music rm watch The Incredibles...Hehe the kids wasnt as excited as me watchin the movie...After lunch need 2walk 2Greenwood Pri...Had 2rounds of rehersals...Went back get changed & met ida...Went 2esplanade & went drinking....Passed by DXO & tot of going there but den ard dis time we were usually out of cash...Walked 2City Hall 2withdraw money & take a cab frm there....Must sleep early,need plenty of rest 4 2morrow concert...
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Nothin much happen 2day....Somebody promised me but den again lied...Shit...He called me but dis time ard i was so pissed off dat i actually hang up the phone....
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Raining damn heavily,was half wet coz share umbrella wif mas...Sure go hme fall sick one coz one side of my head pain already...Went 2look 4 clothes 4 the graduation concert at the shops at wdlands checkpoint...Saw dis nice top which cost only 10 bucks so cheap...Ask the rest,they r ok wif it but wanna ask if management wanna pay 4us...The top dat they bought us sucks....Went back after dat,take my shower...My head really hurts already so decided 2sleep...Was awaken by his call...Hehe called him liar & i was so sarcastic 2him hehe...Even he realised dat,which gd...Cant sleep already,checked my phone...2missed calls frm mas & ida...Nw cant sleep already but head so pain...
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Reach hme really dont know wat 2do....Juz chill listen 2the radio 4awhile...He called me,2my surprise hehe...Was talking ok wif him,it seems like nothin happen 2us...He said she calle dhim & asked if he knew me...He said ya he knew me way b4 he knew her...I was juz trying 2distract him frm elaborating on watever fcuk she said 2him...asked him out but den dont know whr 2go & he said he's very sick...He's been sick 4 afew days already....I was practically forcing him 2go out but he doesnt want....We were talking abt his job,ya asking me like as if i remembered everythn & im his PA...Nvm since he said 2morrow he wanna go out ill make sure if he call im gonna pester him hehe...Get ready wanna g drinking 2nite wif ma gerls...
So bored 2day....Cant get 2sleep last nite,keeps on tossing & turning in bed...Woke up quite a number of times in the middle of the nite...Lazy 2take the bus 2wrk 2day den futhermore ez-link hvent top up yet...Took a cab 2work,cost me 5bucks hmmmm...Reach wrk checked my email haiz she emailed me...Still cn say ya its him so she gonna send my regards 2him...2day no more wrksheets 2do so went 2music rm wif the kids...Gosh nvr knew all the K1 & K2 students cn fit into dat small music rm hehe...Watched the K2 practice their graduation concert...Hehe so bad of us,laughed at some of the kids who's so stiff while dancing...But den there were some who were superb...The class becomes like market already...OMG we were late in releasing the kids,lucky parents nvr make noise....Went shop wanna buy some food,but so pathetic nothin left...Wat 2do must eat maggie again la,guess after end of dis yr sure botak hehe...Called ida,tot of going drinking wif her but she cant make it....He called me,he actually find dat im different nw...I also think so,trying 2b nice & the same old me...But ended up im more sarcastic nw...Guess its juz difficult 4me 2 talk 2ppl who lied 2me...Called my best buddy,lucky she wanna go out wif me 2nite...Cancelled my plans wif ida,gonna meet my frens later...Plan 2go dbl-o 2nite...Haiz nw like lazy like dat,still gotta finish up my progress report la...Haiz see hw la later wen im hme already....
Monday, November 07, 2005
He called me,still cn try 2b nice 2me askin me whr m i & stuffs like dat...Arrrggghh shit,i juz told him i hate liars...He asked me wat did he lie??Arrrggghhh watever la,hang up the phone...Reached hm called ida talk 4awhile....Plan 2go drink 2morrow la...He called again asking me wat happen...Told him everything but he juz kept askin y make a big fuss...Watever la!!!I really hate him 2the max,liar...Oklah i cooled dwn abit la so wasnt really arguing...He was kinda irritated wif me but who cares....B4 putting dwn the phone,he said he hate liars too...Shit rite wat does he mean by dat....So nw trying 2find my fault blaming me dat i lied too...He said he'll call but he nvr did...There he goes again lying hmmm....Talked 2my fren,lucky he's there 2actually cheer me up...Arrrggghhh my stomach hurts again....Mama still hvent come back frm mak long hse...Better go & sleep,my stomach hurts like hell already...
Fcuk i saw somethin dat shld hve nt seen...Find somethin is amiss 4 the pass few days but juz wasnt sure wat...Yest too,juz feel something is nt rite somewhr but i juz cant find wat is wrong...Den 2day i saw it...Saw dis fren's of mine friendster,saw her wif dis guy..& i went hey dis guy looks so familiar...Look at her profile,damn its him...At dat point of time feel like shouting at him but nvm...Guys r juz full of shit...Ain if u read dis u shld nw hw my reaction was hehe...Watever la,dat gerl is my juniour back in sch...Msg him & say dat i hate liars...& i really mean it,i juz hate liars....He can juz fcuk off frm my life....
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
Haizzz 2day got 2work....We plan 2go hse visiting wif my frens...Very tiring,graduation rehersal wif the kids...Went 2ain's hse den kak ainun's hse...Frm there they went over my plc...After they left,nyai tom's kids & grandchildren came over...Wow my hse so cramped,2many ppl...After they left cik haiza came wanna go sheng siong buy things 4wani's bday 2morrow....He called me...Talked 4awhile....Promised he visit 2morrow....Kinda miss him....
Friday, November 04, 2005
Hehe cant wake up 2 work...Quickly rush 2work,lucky there's a baju kurung dat i iron already...Shit raining heavily,waited 4cab lucky no need 2wait 4long...So lucky not many of the kids nvr come...Days passed by very slowly...Reached hme,my aunts,uncles,cousins & nieces came...Very tired,waited 4him 2call but he nvr call...Hmmmm
Very the sleepy 2day...But hve 2get out of bed,mama nagging already...Help her clean abit here & there...Took my shower & waited 4 cik isa's family 2come...its already 12.30pm,they r nt here yet...Promise 2come at 10.30am hmmm...He called me,his parents went visiting already but he's at hme...Talk 4awhile den he wanted 2take a nap....Lazy bum hehe....Haha wear nice2 take the lorry...Leceh la,must climb up & dwn hehe...1st stop cik haiza's mom's hse....Next is her granny's hse at wdlands...They ate & me & ika juz sit & chat...Alamak my hair super damn messy cant b bothered already la....Frm there went clementi 2her another granny's hse...There ate some lontong,cant eat much coz going nyai tom's hse & wak iti's hse...Went jurong,cik wati's hse...Long time nvr see nyai tom & her family...Dis plc cant miss her lontong & ketupat so must eat...Sat,talk 2dem...Next stop is wak iti's hse,visit my nyai & yai...He called me ask me whr m i...Cik tina's,Paman Toleh's & paman atan's family also there...Here must take turn 2eat hehe...After dis going 2the next 2hses which i dont know who's hse...One is at hougang & the other one at pasir ris...He msged me,his back pain...He's been hving dis pain 4quite sometime already eversince i knew him...Asked him 2ask his mom apply some oil or something...He went 2his granny's plc so he's gonna call me later...Super damn tired already...Cik haiza's mom & sis coming over 2my plc...He wanted 2sleep already coz his back really hurts...Help mama with evrything den they left at 12am...quickly clean up the plc...Must sleep later 2morrow late 4work...Eat a bit also...
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Yeah!2day is hari raya eve...Went 2work & lucky nt much children came 2day....Mama ask me 2go cik minah hse get some kuih...He called me,he juz woke up....Hehe his hair dye,the colour nvr come out...Haha me & my stubborness,shld hve went saloon & do it but i insisted he DIY....Talked 4awhile,met ida...Her hubby fetching her so i followed since she's staying jurong & im going jurong...But 1st she hve 2go her mom's hse get her stuffs...Frm there we went jurong...She drop me off at Boon Lay so i went back frm there...Get hme,talked 2him awhile den help mama...2day papa cooking nasi minyak 4 2morrow....Very tired but wat 2do must help...Watch tv den lie dwn on my bed i fell asleep hehe...Woke up wen he called...He juz finish mopping his hse,he also tired so he's gonna call me in the mrng...Nw i cant sleep,continued watching tv....
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
2day is deepavali,woke up kinda late....Mama woke me up den ask me 2clean up my rm...Changed my bedsheet,wipe the radio &tv in my rm...After dat help mama 2change all the table cloth in the hse...Wah so tired,wanna vacuum but papa still painting the doors....Clean & clean the hse...Very2 tired...He called me but i was doing some work so he said he's gonna call me back...After i finish doing my stuffs,called him but he's wif his frens...Ida called me,she's hving some prob la...Pity her but i can only listen cant do anything...Ask him go buka wif me but his dad cooking so he cant...Mama go geylang again wanna buy baju 4afiqah....He decided 2meet me after buka at his plc...Met him den went watson 2buy hair dye...While walking back 2the coffeeshop,saw his mum & sis...Hmmm dont know wat 2do so we juz walk pass la..Smiled at his mum & sis hehe...Den we went coffeeshop agian...Sat & had our drinks,his fren came...As usual la they talk i listen..Tired already he wanted 2go back so he walk me 2 the taxi...Hehe nice 2b ard wif him but dont know 4hw long we cn b dis way...Went back he called but i cant her my phone...Called him back nvr pick up...Called again 2tell him dat im hme also nvr pick up...He called back,hmm like i guess he's bz dye-ing his hair...Watched tv 4awhile but no nice show...Msg him & he said he's sleepy already...Nw im waiting 4 mama 2come back...Wah really shopping dis ppl...nvm la i better go sleep 1st no need 2wait 4dem...2morrow working half day...Hopefully nt many kids come...
